Every time I open my tumblr, I’m terrified. Terrified that I opened up this horrific world to someone else. That some young girl who was feeling fat found my blog and started following ana. I feel selfish and wrong when I reblog pictures of thin women. I don’t want to be promoting this illness, but I don’t want to be in this alone either. It’s not like I can just quit now. So I will continue, despite the fear. Just promise me you’ll be safe. I never want to be responsible for someone else’s grief.